Monday, November 10, 2008


I was on the radio again my friends
on WCHL 1360 on your Amplitude Modulated radio , and the local Air America Station
We were recorded on a segment for "Here's to your Health" which is a regular show hosted by Dr. Adam Goldstein and Dr. Cristy Page.
Adam was actually crucial in the survival of SHAC during the 90's when it was at risk for falling into chaos (as free student run clinics are wont to do). He firmly adjoined UNC Family medicine to the clinic and we now have an attending physician and a resident physician from their practice who attend clinics to teach and supervise volunteers giving direct patient care. Without Adam's hard work I really doubt we would still have a clinic.
Anyway it was a really nice show and it will be on the air 11/29 and will then be available on the website: Lindsey's Radio Appearance but only after its already aired. . . .
It was good for several reasons- not least of which was that Christy Page was unaware that I am a NURSING student, not a med student. So she serendipitously got to share a little air time in a sort of interdisciplinary setting. I am always looking out for ways to remind Med Students/Residents/"Greybeards" that they are not the only ones on the planet that provide health service. Hmmm maybe that was a little harsh, but its kind of ridiculous for me to feel out of place in a room because I'm not a doctor or future doctor.
Maybe I'm just sensitive, but people get so excited about people in med school and don't really seem to care about nursing school. As if doctors are the most important people in the world. Personal issues aside- it was an excellent show, and all a ya'll better listen!

I got a new bike yesterday!! Rather, Mary Johnson Rockers gave me her old bike and I took it to the ReCYCLEry, Carrboro's finest bike junkyard, and the best place to heal sick bikes and get them on the road again.
Here are a few pictures that don't even come close to capturing the place which is in reality, full of natural beauty and the deep soul touching feeling of people helping each other out of genuine good-hearted compassion.









By the way, Mary Johnson Rockers is an amazing singer/songwriter who, to the delight of many Carrboronians, performs at local venues with her crew of similarly talented artists.

More to come, soon!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Happy Election Day Intrepid Voters. I'm really really hopeful that this year we will have more votes cast than American Idol, and not in a fraudulent, I'm-going-to-send-in-50-text messages kind of way.

Today I went to clinical at Dorothea Dix Hospital as I have been every Tuesday and Wednesday for the past three weeks. You can see the building where I work in the picture on the left. Dorothea Dix is the state's oldest mental hospital, and there is a creepy graveyard on the campus that has graves dating back to 1859 when the hospital was first opened. The campus is huge and ancient with wooded hills and open grassy fields. Check out the picture below- its the view of downtown Raleigh from the Dix campus.

My group works on the men's short term unit. Diagnoses of schizophrenia with psychosis, bipolar disorder, and borderline personality disorder are most common. Most of our patients experience severely disorganized thinking, auditory and visual hallucinations, and some experience homicidal or suicidal ideations. Most of the guys are very nice. Today for example, I was serenaded by a very psychotic and hyperreligious but very sweet patient in the hallway. One of the scariest parts of working at Dix is the high number of well-educated previously high-functioning patients we see. There are patients my age or younger who are college educated and just completely lost it one day.

This was a special day however, and my cute little clinical group got to go on a field trip across the parking lot to the Forensic Unit. Dix is the only hospital in the state of NC that does pre-trial assessments to determine competency for trial, and its also the only hospital in the state that can treat and house patients who are not guilty by reason of insanity (NGRI). It is basically a prison for the mentally ill, and yes they do have big metal bars everywhere and huge old school keys to open the gates.

Okay, now for the climax of my tale: a man was brought in to the short term unit 25 years ago with paranoid schizophrenia, and on the night of his admission, he murdered his roommate. He was found NGRI and sent to the forensic unit. Years later (in fact less than 10 years ago), after assaulting several staff members, it was decided that he was unmanageable and that he needed to be isolated. So they built him a cage. Yes a cage- in the middle of what used to be a rec room, Hannibal Lector style, except he got his own sink, toilet, shower and tv. Not a bad deal I guess if you have to live in an actual cage. Two years ago, they hired a new nurse manager for the unit, who apparently thought that keeping the man in a cage was actually WRONG and thus let him out to live in a normal cell, and play scrabble and put together jigsaw puzzles with all the other patients. Sadly, I never got to talk to him about the years he spent there.

These are the days that really make me love being a nursing student.

As some of you may know, the original plan was to close Dorothea Dix Hospital this fall, and move all the patients to the new Central Regional Hospital in Butner (about 1 1/2 hours away in the middle of nowhere near the Virginia line). They are definitely going to move the 80 patients on the forensic unit to Butner, if they can ever attain security regulation compliance, and leave only 60 patient beds at the Dix campus. The floors not used by the mentally ill are apparently going to house state offices.
Both patients and mental health workers have protested the move, saying the unaddressed safety concerns, design flaws, and serious staffing shortages are going to make the move a catastrophe. Health care technicians who provide the most direct patient care are crucial to patient and staff safety. They get paid $11/hour starting. These guys basically get to choose between finding another job and spending half their paycheck on a 1 1/2 hour commute to and from work everyday.

In North Carolina, mental health is plummeting as quickly as the stock market.